#7 What i really need?
I have a long and deep conversation about what to do after degree life with my housemates. I told every single thing i planned to do. After all those conversation, at night when i about to sleep. There is one question come across my mind. "Syafiqah, did u realize what your body and mind really need?". Let be honest, deep inside me i know what my body and mind need but i'm in denial. I don't want to accept the fact that my mind and my body is tired. I keep broke the promise that i make with myself. Every semester break i promise myself, let have a rest and enjoy everything u love to do. Read more book, write, sleep and going out and enjoy u life. I always end up working during semester break. I don't have time to read or write because my body is too tired to do so. At the end i make my body stress even more. I know i need to shut down myself from the world and focus on myself. But i keep forcing myself to endure everything. A few days ago,